Courtesy of the NewYorkTimes.com | By John Otis | Photos by Chanoho Park | 04.30.2019 | 06.02.2018
The question of what awaits after death has obsessed humanity for millennia.
The Korean photographer Chanho Park’s fixation took root when he was 11 and his mother, who suffered from pancreatic cancer, was hospitalized. Much of his time was spent at her side, where he heard the anguished screams of the dying and their mourning families and saw the beds of gaunt patients become empty from one day to the next.
“I began to feel more afraid of the pain and screams that they were experiencing than the death itself,” Mr. Park said.
After his mother died, he was adrift and bereft. Discord with his father led him to run away from home when he was 14. By his late 30s, he fell into depression, which he sought to ease by taking pictures. Without meaning to, he found himself drawn to burial plots, ritual sites, and places of prayer — synonymous with marking the end of life or remembering those who died. While sorting through his photos, he was struck by a commonality: the image of mothers praying.
Mr. Park set out to capture the elements and rituals of traditional Korean funerals, as well as Confucian and Buddhist rites, in a series he calls “The Returned.” It was important to put the “emotion” and the “enlightenment” of each experience into the frame.
“I hope to search for and think about the meaning of death through the acts on death, acts of remembering death, and the record of those acts,” Mr. Park said.
Since most of what he sought to photograph involved rituals held on sacred ground and sometimes hidden from the outside world, it took time to find and gain access. As an outsider, Mr. Park needed to talk with the “gatekeepers,” people who confided heartbreaking, personal life experiences.
“Their sad stories remained and accumulated in my heart,” said Mr. Park. “Listening to them and photographing them all became too painful.”
He became so overwhelmed at one point, that he was hospitalized and put down his camera for a bit. When Mr. Park resumed the work, he confronted a new question: “How can we exist forever?”
He believes the answer to that is simply: memory.
“We exist as a memory in others’ mind,” he explained. “’How are we going to be remembered?’ It is the same question as: ‘How should we live the rest of our lives?’ Serious thoughts on death could turn the human life from greed and selfishness to respect and sincerity, from worshiping gold to pursuing reason.”
Mr. Park has found solace from the small insights his work has revealed — and from the camera’s therapeutic power.
“I believe that photography has some healing power,” said Mr. Park. “Photography helps us to face the trauma. If one can face his own trauma through my works, I think it can help to heal and cure the trauma.”